The long-dreaded JCT starts tomorrow.
Don't worry. It'll end soon.
Very soon.

P.S. Don't forget to bring your thermometers, log books and travel declaration forms.

Ever felt the sweetness of success? Or have you ever felt that all the hardwork that you've put in is affirmed? Or perhaps ever felt that the sacrifices you made are worthwhile? I didn't, at least not until the release of the 2008 O Level results.

I have to admit that I didn't put in my 100% into preparing for the Os and it was something that I truly regretted. I didn't realise I didn't have much time till the actual examinations actually commenced. But thank god Prelims woke me up from wherever I was. From then on, I started mugging till late at night which I thought wasn't a good decision because I would end up very tired the next day. But I'm glad I did it. Examinations were over pretty fast and the post-exams blues set it. I knew I made a gazillion of mistakes in all the papers but I told myself to forget it. Unfortunately, I couldn't.

I left the whole question of Geometric Proofs blank.
I mistook propane for ethane.
I didn't draw the probability tree diagram.
I misread EL Section 2.
I crapped through comprehension.
I suddenly forgotten my peribahasa.
I mixed DC and AC motors up.
I only wrote one-sided for LORMS for the Food Consumption question.
I forgotten about the terms in the Treaty of Versailles.

I was so afraid I couldn't score. I so badly wanted to get in TJC, which I don't know why. I couldn't sleep the day before the results day and I couldn't sit still on the actual day; I was pacing up and down the house. In school, rumours about people failing EL scared me. In the hall, my palms were sweating really badly. As the slides were shown, my heart was beating so fast that I felt that I could faint anytime.

When I saw Geography - 100% passes, I was damn happy.
When I saw Physics - 100% passes, I was even happier. No, I was esctatic.

When I got the result slip, I didn't look at it immediately. I was scared. When I took a very good look at my results, I thought I had gotten the wrong result slip. I cried when I told my mum that I got a net L1R5 of 6. I didn't expect it. I only expected a raw of 13. Success was never so sweet before.

Why did I bring this up?

Because I really want to feel it again badly. Really badly.
For JCTs.
For Promos.
And for the As.

Changed skin because I got bored of staring at the same skin for like 4 months. I know I shouldn't be here but my brain is on the verge of exploding with all those things that I have to memorise. They should just extend the holidays.

Have I mention that I absolutely love Famous Amos? Okay, who doesn't. I always buy 300g of Famous Amos cookies and place them in the fridge. I don't know, but I really like the taste when they're cold. So yesterday I bought them and place them in the fridge BUT my mum just had to put this whole plate of durians in the fridge as well. Guess what? Today when I wanted to eat them, they had this extra tinge of durian flavour. Tasted really weird but yeah, no choice but to try to finish them up before I buy them again.

I know this is random but I got nothing to blog.

Till end of JCT then.

Finally, back into my oh-so comfortable home. So, in case you are wondering, I went for the NUS Chemistry Camp for the past 3 days and it freaking costs $300. But I still went anyway. Maybe it's due to my interest in Chemistry eh? It was definitely a new experience and I really loved it very much. I guess it was pretty successful except that there were simply too many tea breaks and we thought that perhaps, half of the $300 went to the food.

Anyway, we did lab sessions that were ultra fantabulous. At least much better than the 367756435465 numbers of titrations where we have done. I swear it was damn fun. Too bad for you people who didn't want to come. We also learnt some new and interesting stuff, which i am NOT obliged to share. Because if you want to know, sure, pay me $150 and I'll tell you every single thing that we did. Frisbee was fun, thanks to the practices I had last year. The food was quite okay and the hostel was a little not what I expected it to be but heck. And I screwed up for the Speech Contest part but I didn't mind. Congrats to Si Meng and Sabesh for making it to the finals. Both of you were great. If I had gotten into the finals, I would be stoning there for the 2.5 minutes. But I thought I did quite okay for the Quiz (although I was a little disappointed) Oh, and we had our own night activites for the last 2 nights and it was fun I guess.

And Si Meng and Sabesh, in case you are reading this, I apologize for being terribly quiet these 3 days and I hope you don't mind me. I just didn't know what to say. Thanks for keeping me company for these 3 days and all the stories/gossips/advice that both of you shared. I really appreciate it very much.

Well, since this over, I guess I have to start mugging like crazy.

P.S. I am already missing the camp very much. Especially the practicals. Urghh.

School holidays has started but there's still one more lesson to go and it's mugging time. Had Biology lecture just now and I think Mutation and Cancer is damn interesting. Well, although there are like a gazillion biological terms that we must know. And I passed my second Biology test (: Class BBQ on Thursday. I'm damn touched okay.

Electone performance on Saturday and I can't wait for it. I know I have said it a lot of times already but let me say this one more time - I swear I have to get that STAGEA ELS-01. Omens of Love sounds freaking nice on it. Okay, maybe all of the songs sounds nicer. Come down okay?

GPP is FINALLY accepted after like so many drafts. AND I WANT A NINTENDO DS NOW.