I'm shivering, panicking, shaking, whatever verbs you want to add, because of my music exam today. I didn't know what made me skip Grade 9. The pressure is like damn overwhelming, because I know I have to at least pass. Otherwise, I would let my parents' money go to waste just like that. And I would have wasted Miss C's effort in helping me preparing for my arrangements, doing the sounds, going through improvisation etc. I tell you she's really one good teacher. Gosh, this is worse than getting my O level result. Seriously, no kidding. I mean, it's really difficult to predict what will come out for improvisation and hearing. It's not like the Os, where there's a chance of spotting the right question.

Should I pass, either with merit or distinction or whatever, I'm going to stay on and take my Grade 6 exam before the A levels. And should I fail, I'm still going to stay on and probably skip Grade 7 and move on to Grade 6, or retake again in March next year. Sheesh. If only I could plan for my future like this. But, in fact, I already did.

Yup, let's for the good/bad news.