In case you haven't heard of it, I screwed up my first ever music exam big time. Seriously. I know I did last minute preparations, but I didn't expect to screw it up so badly. Especially the hearing part, which I will elaborate later. So, while waiting, I was damn nervous about the improvisation. You see, we are given 5 minutes to prepare our improvisation WITHOUT the electone. It was already bad that I was having a slight mental breakdown and I really needed the electone at that point of time. I just prayed that they gave me something very easy and thank god, it was. Somehow, I managed to recall every single method and tried to change wherever it was possible. And just when I thought I could score on improvisation, I screwed it up. But it wasn't so bad lah. Just stepping of wrong pedals because I wasn't used to playing with shoes.

Then, the examiners told me to play Itsumo from Spirited Away. For a while I was like, what the hell is Itsumo? Anyway, I was hoping to play One Love or Omens of Love. But nonetheless, I thought I did okay. I made sure all the dynamics were in place. Arrangements were fine and luckily they asked me to play the longer version which I hoped they would. And then comes the worst part, hearing. I wasn't good at this ever since I took the achievement tests. I swear I wasn't improving despite the attempts to try to recognise the notes. To make things worse, the chords has to be included as well. Damn, I totally blanked out during the hearing. I couldn't distinguish between a D7 and a D, a G7 and a G chord. The only chord I could recognise were the C and G chords. Oh, when the examiner told me it was in G major, for a moment I got it confused with F major. So I forgotten that the G major has got G, G7, D and D7 chords in it.

URGH. Let's wait for the results.