Okay. I remember saying that I wanted to mug through the holidays. Truth is, I didn't. I only spend 2 days of my holidays studying Biology, the rest of which were my rest days. It's not that I didn't want to study. Just that I feeling slightly lethargic these days. Ramadhan is ending really soon. Gosh, this fasting month is probably the fastest to end compared to previous years. This week is really, really going to be hectic. With schoolwork and preparations for Hari Raya.

Thank god Promos is after the fasting month. I'm not saying the fasting month is bad; I lost weight during this month. If any exams were ever going to be during the fasting month, I'm sure the results will be horribly horrendous. It happened last year during the Prelims, and yes I screwed it up really badly. I could remember mugging for Geography but end up failing it with a D7. Urgh. Those bad memories of Geography, my worst subject ever but yet saved me during O levels. What irony.

And I'm missing secondary school very much.
Even though I had to take 2 Mathematics subjects, it wasn't so bad as taking JC Mathematics now. I swear the whole topic on Differentiation was enough to kill and Maclaurin's Series didn't make sense to me.
Even though Chemistry is getting quite interesting now, it wasn't so difficult than secondary school. I mean, O level Chemistry is damn easy. Yes, it's damn easy compared to now. Questions were so guided then, unlike now. Dang, I shouldn't have thrown my Chemistry papers away.
Even though I'm taking only one Humanities subject now, I think the difficulty level is 10 times than what I used to do; History Elective, Social Studies and Pure Geography. Economics is damn boring lah, I tell you. I regretted taking it.
And even though we had to sit for 4 sections for English then, things were much much easier. General Paper is one hell of a difficult paper. The comprehension is enough to take your brain away. Literally.

But then again, life still has to go on. Why not just let nature takes its course and see how things go. Maybe there's still hope for the future (this sounds like one of the themes from the History textbook) Like the saying goes, God will not help those who does not help themselves. Perhaps, part of what is going to happen is still very much dependent on us.

On a separate note, anybody going to Japan? Because if you do, I need to pass a long shopping list to you. Just kidding. But honestly, I need to go Japan to get as many electone books as possible. If only they could open a store in Singapore and sell them. Then it would make the life of the electone players in Singapore much easier.

Till then, and Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri in advance.