I deleted the previous post. I did a thorough soul-searching and I was really in the wrong then. I really didn't think of the dire consequences that followed my horrible actions. Why did I harbour such thoughts? I really don't know. One thing is for sure, I have really disappointed everyone around me; my parents, my aunt and even my brother. Everything you said is true and I didn't know why I couldn't think of that. Looking back at my actions, I was really selfish. Damn selfish. And I am truly sorry for whatever that I have done. I really am. I promise I will try to change myself so that such things will never happen again. Never.

And now, I'm regretting my actions so much.

Ibu, I am very very sorry. You are really the best mother anyone could ever ask for and me & adik will always love you forever. I am sorry for harbouring such thoughts and yes, it was an overlook on my part. I forgot about the countless sacrifices that you make for the whole family. Ibu, I give you A+ for all the things that you have done for us. In fact, I can't grade you for all that you have done. I'm sorry and I love you ♥