Reality check : School's reopening tomorrow and to top it off, exams are starting. Gosh, time really does fly and now, we are down to the last 5 months till the A levels. Speaking of which, I guess this would be my last post before I embark on a long hiatus till the end of A levels. That is to speak, it'll be December before you'll see another update. But, if time allows (on top of the intensive and hardcore revisions), I may decide to type out a post or two before Prelims. Or you can expect an unexpected post if something interesting happen. Like me getting straight As for JCT :D

Gosh. I seriously want to smash my laptop into pieces for being such the ultimate distractor. The moment I open my notes up to study, my eyes will immediately turn to the laptop screen. Then I'll close my notes and start using the laptop. This is really, really, really bad. I've completed only the J1 part of Chemistry; that is to say until Organic Chemistry. Damn. I've yet to cover 4 more chapters of Chemistry, 15+ chapters of Biology and 9 chapters of Economics in like what, 2 weeks? I still need to practice Mathematics which I planned to do it at night because I felt that it is the best time to concentrate BUT somehow, that plan didn't work out and so I need to figure out Plan B ASAP. It sucks when you take content-based subjects like Biology and Economics because you know by hook or by crook, you need to have the content first before you can attempt questions.

Academics aside, I've resumed playing Maplestory after so long. I've ignored my account ever since they fixed the glitch in Orbis PQ. Because of that, I'm stuck at level 66 with 500k+ experience points to go. 4 more levels but yet I can't persevere. It seems my impatience doesn't only apply to academics only. Anyway, I've decided to make a new character since they released 2 classes which apparently I didn't know until my brother told me. And that is only because my cousin told my brother who told me. So yes people, Maplestory is being my ultimate distractor because I'm trying so hard to level up. You see, every 10 levels, my dragon will evolve. How cool is that?! Nevermind, MS being the ultimate distractor will somehow lead me to my ultimate destruction. Apparently, there's a very high possibility that my result for JCTs will be screwed up.

And somehow if I don't wake up from this la-la land SOON, my A level results will be at stake. For one, I can say bye-bye to a place in Biological Sciences in NUS and two, I would waste my parents' $400+

Urgh.

It's been a while since I last updated. It's either that I'm too lazy to actually come here and start typing out a post or 24 hours per day isn't sufficient for me. Don't get it? Nevermind, I've realised that I've been mumbling nonsense for the past few days. Stress from education you may say. Many things have happened and it's definitely impossible for me to actually blog about almost everything in this entire post. Well, most probably sometime in the near future when I can remember everything in detail. One thing is for sure, I'm going to miss dance. To think that I was slightly reluctant to join it in the first place. But I'm glad that I did it because I had an frigging awesome time within this 3-4 months in dance, which brings me to my point that MCS MUST have dance apart from dikir. Forget it, it's not to up to us anyway. Furthermore, the JK 09/10 have unofficially stepped down which means no more MCS.

On a separate note, 5 more months to go till the first paper. I'm scared, really. A levels is definitely not like O levels. Though I believe that miracles DO happen if you put in your 101%, I am afraid I would run out of them by A levels. Look at all those smart asses at HCI and RIJC. Isn't it pretty obvious like 99% of them will get straight As? Most likely courses like Chemical Engineering, Medicine, Law etc would be dominated by the likes of them. Dreaming big is good, which is why schools encourage students to 'dare to dream big.' The feeling is indeed ecstatic when you get your result slip, seeing straight As because you know that you safely secure a place for yourself in your desired course. But what if you don't see the straight As? Depressing isn't it? As it is, I have already B on my result slip and I am still pissed over it. I need that place in NUS FOS really badly.

For now, I should focus and study for JCTs. I better see improvements this time round.