It's been a while since I last updated. It's either that I'm too lazy to actually come here and start typing out a post or 24 hours per day isn't sufficient for me. Don't get it? Nevermind, I've realised that I've been mumbling nonsense for the past few days. Stress from education you may say. Many things have happened and it's definitely impossible for me to actually blog about almost everything in this entire post. Well, most probably sometime in the near future when I can remember everything in detail. One thing is for sure, I'm going to miss dance. To think that I was slightly reluctant to join it in the first place. But I'm glad that I did it because I had an frigging awesome time within this 3-4 months in dance, which brings me to my point that MCS MUST have dance apart from dikir. Forget it, it's not to up to us anyway. Furthermore, the JK 09/10 have unofficially stepped down which means no more MCS.

On a separate note, 5 more months to go till the first paper. I'm scared, really. A levels is definitely not like O levels. Though I believe that miracles DO happen if you put in your 101%, I am afraid I would run out of them by A levels. Look at all those smart asses at HCI and RIJC. Isn't it pretty obvious like 99% of them will get straight As? Most likely courses like Chemical Engineering, Medicine, Law etc would be dominated by the likes of them. Dreaming big is good, which is why schools encourage students to 'dare to dream big.' The feeling is indeed ecstatic when you get your result slip, seeing straight As because you know that you safely secure a place for yourself in your desired course. But what if you don't see the straight As? Depressing isn't it? As it is, I have already B on my result slip and I am still pissed over it. I need that place in NUS FOS really badly.

For now, I should focus and study for JCTs. I better see improvements this time round.