If my aunt hadn't remind me, I wouldn't realise that A level results would be released in about 2 weeks time. TWO FREAKING WEEKS. That's like 14 days, which ain't long in case you wondered. And when I realised how dire the situation is, I started panicking (my hands are sweating as I type out this sentence. That is how nervous I am right now) I'm trying my best not to imagine things now, so let's move on (lest I start thinking of the unthinkable)

Okay so, life has been rather slack. No school, no tutorials, no PDPs, no extra lessons and the list goes on. Honestly speaking, I miss school very much. Especially Chemistry and Biology lessons (because I have the best tutors in the world for these subjects) and not forgetting my beloved PDP. Gosh, no words can describe how much I yearn to sit in a Chemistry or Biology tutorial right now. I miss those times when we tried to solve challenging problems just to get a chocolate from Mr Tan. And I also miss those times when I tried my best to avoid getting arrowed by Miss Ho to answer her questions. But that's all over now :(

On a random note, I really can't stand those people who can't capitalise the first letter in each sentence and those who refuse to punctuate their sentences. Okay maybe if you don't capitalise your letters but makes an effort to punctuate your sentences, then I guess it's alright. But if you are adamant of not wanting to put a full-stop or commas in your sentences, then it's a different thing. Come on, how difficult is it to put a full-stop at the end of each sentence? And one more thing, I really hate those who think it is cute to substitute letters with numbers and symbols. As I would quote luanlegacy - 'You look effing illiterate if you do that.''

You guys should totally check his channel on YouTube. His videos are seriously damn awesome. I think this is the first time I have ever heard so much vulgarities being used in a video. But hey, that what makes them really funny. I'm not doing free advertisement for him here, but whenever you are feeling down, go watch his videos. I assure you that you would feel better after watching them. And despite the fact that most of his videos were mostly his daily rants, there were one or two that really caught my eyes (and ears). In particular this one,



I totally love this quote of his - ''It's all about perspective; hidden behind all of your mistakes are lessons to be learnt.'' Simply amazing. After reading this quote, I started to look back at this mistakes that I made during my driving test and I asked myself why I had committed those mistakes. After getting an answer to each of my questions, I told myself to remember these mistakes and not commit them during my next test. And strangely, I felt better after that. Though it is highly unlikely that he is going to read this but in case he did, I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND. Fine fine, I'm not thinking straight here and to prevent myself from typing anymore nonsense, I shall stop here.

Okay cool, I've updated.

Till then.

This has to be one of the worst day ever. Failed my first driving test. To make things worse, I had a tester with the most eff-ed up attitude ever. Forget it, let's move on. No need to feel miserable over something that has been done. Mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik kegagalan yang dihadapi hari ini, dan anggaplah ini sebagai ujian dari Tuhan. This failure isn't going to affect my future in any way, since there's x number of times that I can retake it (where x → ∞) At least this time I didn't tear. I guess I can't accept my failures that quickly. I teared when I wasn't eligible to apply for H3 and also when I found out I got a B for PW. Nonetheless, if God is giving me a chance to either fail my TP or my A levels, I would gladly fail my TP any time. Clearly, A levels is much more important to me. And I need that wonderful string of As to appear on my result slip so I can apply for YLLSoM. I'm still feeling sad and so, I'm going to find eat some chocolates. Maybe I'm going to turn the kitchen upside down.

Till then.